Tomorrow it will be May 2018. I hope I live until my 81st birthday. My birth anniversary is November 6th and that is also election day. My gift to myself will be my vote. I look forward to this vote more than any other election since I was 21. I very seldom miss an election and have voted almost every election since I was eligible. I have never feared for my country as much as I do now. My only hope is for a clean sweep in November, a blue wave.